PUSH IN THE LIGHT
Wednesday, July 2, 1997, at Fishnet Conference with Francis & Judith McNutt and Ruth Fazal Worship
Following individual prayer and impartation from Francis and Judith, my body crumpled, fell and began to shake and vibrate as if I had been plugged into an electrical circuit. Immediately, in a lightening flash I was catapulted into another place/dimension. I was in this eternal wall of light, solid gold light with no beginning, no sides, no end. I was in that light, eternal light– in God, ONE with Him – pushing and pulsating LIGHT. This was not a passive pushing; it was active – hard-sweat-drenching-work pushing and shaking in perfect unity with Him. The bottom of below, beneath the horizon of light was darkness. Just above the darkness was a large band of gray matter and on seeing closer, there were trickles, like rain, of His Light dripping and trickling down through the dark gray matter dispersing and transforming the darkness. I was pushing His Light from the Light through the darkness with Him. He was the light. I was in the light with Him. I was in HIM and I was the Light too. AWE. Totally paralyzed, yet every cell, therefore my whole body, moving/vibrating in rhythm with His light. Literally bouncing up and down off the floor, I was told later. I was weeping with Him. I was laughing with Him. All the while pushing LIGHT down and through the darkness. There was nothing else, just that Light. Bolts of lightening…thunder. Intense. God, the Creator, was shouting and roaring, really roaring with all His Authority and He was in the middle of the light and He was the Light. I could hardly hear Him through the roar. The roar of His waterfalls. His voice was like a whisper riding out on the sound of the thunder, the roar of waterfalls. Yes, it was His still small voice, but it was riding the sound and light waves. It was very, very noisy. I had to strain to hear Him. I was shaking my head and saying, “Yes, Lord, I will,” the words coming out of my belly and out of my mouth over and over, to all He asked: ” Would I do as He asked? Would I help Him Push in the Light? Was I wholly His?” It was like “here I am Lord.” “YES, LORD.” This encounter in the LIGHT with HIM went on for some time, several hours. I know not how long. There was no time. I was in the eternal now, being in Him, made in His image, the Light, the movement, the thunder, the lightening. After several hours of every cell electrified with God’s light and sound, I could barely crawl to a sitting position. In time I crawled on my knees to lean against a chair. In a daze, I went to my room. I prayed over Martin who was sleeping.
It was then, that I became aware of heavenly music all around me. I listened, leaned into it and heard. Really loud and beautiful. I didn’t know where it was coming from. So I checked the radio and TV. They were off. I opened the door to the hallway and listened. Wasn’t coming from there. I went to the exit door of our room, opened out onto the courtyard; looked and listened. Not coming from out there. I thought perhaps the music was coming from another room or outside. Not so. The angelic chorus continued. There were thousands and thousands of voices, there were instruments of every imaginable kind and then some I had never heard. The tones, the variations, the harmonies and different rhythms all complete and glorious. The heavenly music enveloped, filled all of me inside and out. I was in the middle of the music and it was in me. There was no me; I was the music. I laid down on my bed with the music still going. It was audible this whole time. It was not an inner audible; it was loud, outside audible. I closed my eyes listening and contemplating this wondrous and glorious music. On closing my eyes, I saw bright true colors, every color of the rainbow. Bold colors, red, yellow, green, blue all different shapes that moved and changed shapes, geometric shapes like squares, triangles, trapezoids. The bright colored ever changing geometric shapes and colors danced in a spiral depth in time to the notes and rhythm of the music. It was like looking into God’s creative heavenly kaleidoscope. There was incredible depth, like a tunnel/spiral/vortex of colors and movement. Again there was no me; what was me was all the colors flashing and moving in Him. On praying and asking Him what the pushing and all this was about, expecting some long revelation, I kept hearing (it seemed to be both external and internal) over and over, with great force, and in a loud audible voice: “Thy Kingdom come, Thy Will be done, On EARTH as it is in heaven.”
Imagine my awe when a friend witnessed to the same choir of angels the next morning. I have heard this heavenly music before, but never this loud. I can hear it in sanctuaries where much praying has taken place, for example in the sanctuary of the Benedictines at the Weston Priory in Vermont. The roar, the song of His silence.
October 1999: At the Randy Clark Stream of Healing, Fitchburg, Mass, Bill Johnson of Bethel Church, Redding, California taught on this vision of the Light. He spoke the words, the scriptures, of the vision of Heaven. He had put together several teachings that revealed the exact meaning of this vision. I was spell bound. Again, lightening bolts to brain. I have never heard anyone preach what I saw from the heaven side. Barbara Cassada’s preaching on glory hits the essence of it. But this was a teaching that brought together all the scriptures and God’s revelation of what we are to be on earth. His light. And that is a power encounter. This is not a passive, ordinary light bulb, candlelight. It is LIGHT. His LIGHT that travels at a speed and force greater than light. It literally shakes man’s spirit, soul, and body. It is the highest vibration, unseen force in the universe. Modern medicine is just beginning to discover it. All matter contains the seed of it. It is the great I AM. It is the people will know that I am God! It is His Word and Light Sword transforming all darkness with His Light from His throne of lightenings and thunders.
December 1999: During the first intensive session, Class 202, Dreams and Visions, John Paul Jackson taught on the colors of God. He revealed what God had given him on colors. It again, was a teaching that represented the music/notes/rhythms/colors/mathematical correlates of the second half of the vision. Again I was astounded. All during the teaching, my body shook as lights, laser zaps, of revelation jolted my brain cells. Here God gave to JPJ the words and teaching – the unfolding of the parts of the color/music vision, the corresponding numbers to the colors. Perhaps the formulas of the geometric shapes have a meaning yet to be discovered. Yea God.
Interpretation Note: PUSH IN THE LIGHT. We are to co-partner with God; we are ONE with Father, God, His Son, Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit as in John 17. We are the “little anointed ones,” Christ. As He Is we ARE. We are His pure vessels, His Lightening rods, attracting heaven to earth through we humans made in His Image. The light dissolves darkness, thereby transforming the kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Heaven/Light, birthing His Will, His divine plan/blueprint on earth. All that is seen is manifested from the unseen in heaven through the VOICE, the Creative WORD of GOD through the vacuum/path He has made by Light waves and thunder sound wavers. The blood (coagulated LIGHT) of Jesus Christ, the GLORY, spreads over the whole earth.
Isaiah 60:1-3
A Glorified Zion
60 “Arise, shine; for your light has come,
And the glory of the Lord has risen upon you.
2 “For behold, darkness will cover the earth
And deep darkness the peoples;
But the Lord will rise upon you
And His glory will appear upon you.
3 “Nations will come to your light,
And kings to the brightness of your rising.
Word: “Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will Be Done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.” Matthew 6:9-13